This Fire From Within

So many emotions packed in a neat little box

Kept safe and secure

In the recesses of my heart.

As this time rolls around

Wonderful transformations remembered

From summer to fall

The changing of colors

From Weather to time

And even beyond in space

Experiences with loved ones

Who have gone on.

Lots of memories shared

Come tumbling forth

Like a series of episodes

From not so long ago

Precious moments

In our lives

Etched in the recesses

Of my reminicing mind

The love and the laughter

Oh the fond memories

Of DeBondt Adventures

Passionate Arguments

Forgiveness abound

Mountains to mole hills

Challenges met with

Our Lord’s Loving help

All overcome

Just before

The sun went down

Keeping our promises to

 Never to fall asleep cross

Forever remain Faithful

A Trust never lost.

We did work hard

To make very sure

Our love remained

Forever and true.

Glimpses of moments

Come flooding my heart

 Of you coming up from behind

Warm strong arms wrapped around me

Gently pulling me close

I can still hear your whisper

“Thank you for our family

and loving me, Dear.”

When the world seemed to threaten

To tear itself a lpart

Our Love for Our God never failed.

On we would walked

Picking up one another

Brushing ourselves off

Rejoining hand in hand

To continue our journey

For as long as we had.

The memories of nurturing and caring

 for our creative  brood

Through sickness and health

And several close calls

We gathered our children on earth.

Even  lifting two tiny souls back to our Lord.

We’d all march on

Out of line or in sync

We still found time to grow in love.

Learning to laugh alot at our mistakes

We did live and love the all our days through.

In spite of the chaos and fire all around

 We comforted the other

Until that very last day

Your life was completed

The previous moment you were called Home.

I ponder and wade

Through the experiences of our past

Grateful beyond measure

For making it so far.

By the seat of our pants

And a wing and a prayer

We did made it through

Me and You.

 We loved and we sang

Gave praise to our God.

I ask the Lord blessings on you and I at the moment in time.

Bless our children

Their children and so on.

Especially now we are not together.

I humble ask Him

To watch over us Dear

And provide us a bit more direction.

Gratitude for all we were given

Especially to have you at my side

And our family grown

From our beautiful

Passionate love.

Side by side

Standing tall

We many times muddled through

With bumps, bruises

And mental scars to prove it. My gratitude seems to grow not diminish.

 So now,

When the days yet again become cooler

And the leaves turn radiant colors

I open my little box

With memories abound

To gather more strength and courage

To remember our past

And my dark handsome knight

O the Love of my life is a beautiful treasure.

The tears that are falling

At this moment in time

 Are full of my thanks, love, and gratitude.

They are an out-pouring

A collection of Love

Through the year

All love I had stored up from within me.

Gathered up during the year

Waiting for this moment once again

Take out my little treasure box

That hold our beautiful memories

I carefully pen it up

 Take a few breaths

And dive the past

To give thanks for our precious memories.

Gather my tears, Love

Like autumn-colored leaves

Know they are for you

My Dear One

All my love that I held within

A time for healing

Just a little bit more

For I will always remember

The day Lord took you Home

So treasure my tears dear

Do not miss one drop

For they are all yours

To cherish and hold

Tears filled with my love for you

From the bottom of my heart

Love of my Life 

Fire from within

I love you

Forever and Ever

Amen!

September 15, 2021

By Deanna G DeBondt

4:55am

Song that Inspired This:

“Fires” By Jordan St Cyr

Published by Healing Thru Song

WORKING TO BRING A POSITIVE LIGHT TO EVERYONE GOD PLACES BEFORE ME & FOREVER LEARNING HOW BEST TO REPLENISH MY FAITH, COURAGE, STRENGTH AND PERSERVERANCE TO HELP TRUTH SHINE FORTH! MAY GOD BE OUR SAVING GRACE+

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